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Kiss me in the rain
say you love me
and you'll never leave

say you need me
yearning for my sweet serenity

take me by the hand
and never let go

kiss me in the snow
and hold me close

keep me warm with your body
touch my skin against yours
tell me you love me forever more

search into my soul
you complete me and make me whole

love me with all your heart
and tell me we'll be apart

our love will be strong
until or dying day
and that wont ever change
our love can never be tamed

The trees lay still
as the stars awake
the moon shines softly
as the day breaks

Across the Fields
the mountains stand tall
as the flowers bloom
the sun soon must fall

The smell of nature in the air
the truth of honesty aware
i feel the earth begin to move
is it all my love for you?

You are the trees that lay so still
and the stars that will soon awake
you are the moon shining softly
as the day breaks

You are the Fields that lay so strong
as well the mountains big and tall
but you are the flowers that bloom
as soon as the sun falls

You're the smell of nature in the air
the truth of honesty aware
you are the earth, the home of beauty on the move
I know you are all these things
I know because
I love you

You're my world, my life, my everything,
words cant explain, all the joy you bring.
your my happiness, my strength, my faith,
you from me...noone can take.

look in my eyes, you see my smile?
I havent felt this way in a while.
baby I love you, more than life itself,
if you just knew, how I felt.

i'm falling for you, each and everyday,
I cant help but smile, when I see your face.
just looking at you make's me happy inside,
and I never want you to say goodbye.

You know your in love when..
you cant imagine ever having to say goodbye
living without them would be meaning you'd die
you'd give up forever to touch them
go to the end of the world for them
when you love someone they're all you can think about
nothing else can even think about having your time,
you know your in love when someone else likes them
all you can think is "he's mine"
your in love when your afraid of losing them,
losing them, their voice, and their love,
you know your in love when..
you want them so bad that you pray to the angels up above,
you need them like air and you know you need them to live,
just to have them with you, theres nothing in the world you wouldn't give,
its the way they make you feel complete,
the way the little things they say knock you off your feet,
its those little things that help you know you're in love,
you know your in love when they make you who you are,
you can think of them and smile
even though the distance between you could be far,
distance won't matter when the love is there,
sometimes you just need that special someone to say that they care,
find someone who loves you for who you are,
that one person who can make you feel on top of the world
in the sky like a shining star,
you know you're in love when you've found that,
without them you'd go crazy,
everyone needs their person to call baby.

An angel walked into my life
Unbeknownst to me
He's here to help me learn
To have faith, trust, and believe

It's only been a short while
Since I have seen this angels face
Melodious whispers encircle my heart
As my mind begins to race

My heart was cracked in two
By an undeserving guy
This angel swooped down
Silencing my sullen cries

He rescued my heart
Treating it like fragile glass
Never knowing the capability
Of falling so hard, so fast

For the first time in my life
I am unafraid of the unknown
Able to feel happiness once again
With the feelings he has shown

Three years ago my journey began
Chasing down this cure, no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my racing guide in the dark
Just knowing with conviction from the start
The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of being godly
Yet I fell hard for your imperfections

And now we’re slightly weathered, we’re slightly worn
Our hands grip together eye to eye through the storm yet
I still believe in ever after with you
Coz life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there ain’t no current in this river we can’t ride
I still believe in ever after with you

Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like we’re floating when the rest have to climb
You made me believe in love and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine
Emotions volcanic eruptions
We both still care so we’re still alive
Tunnel vision, determination
I want you I want to make it right

You are my twisted sunshine

All Churhes Are Cults

 

Most people go to church to maintain their faith in God; for me, going to church made me loose mine. The church I attended was called Faith Baptist. It was a small, shabby, old church, not an exceedingly old church with stunning architecture, but a plain, modern church that had grown old and run down. The building consisted of a square gymnasium with worn tape marks on the floor, about five or six tiny classrooms, a nursery, a chapel, and of course, the sanctuary, lined with rows and rows of wooden pews facing towards a wooden cross stretching form the floor to the ceiling. Every Sunday I would walk into the church across the worn brown carpet and up the stairs to the musty room where my Sunday school class met. Every week the teachers, Mr. and Mrs. Sweet, would present to us unusual ideas and unbelievable stories from the bible and try to scare us into believing whatever they told us. They would tell us about the “Rapture”, which most simply states that one day Jesus will come back to earth and kill everyone that doesn’t believe in him. They told us how abortion is wrong; it’s the same as killing someone. They told us how homosexuals will go to hell because they are horrible sinners. They told us how Jesus died and “rose again”, and most importantly, they told us how God is the only one who could judge us. I always listened to them, and I thought that I believed, but something was never quite right. As time progressed, the thing that wasn’t right became very clear. So many of the things they had taught us contradicted each other, like “You don’t need money to worship God”, yet they passed around an offering plate. The contradiction that bothered me the most was that they said God was the only one who could judge people, and they judged people all the time. They judged people who were homosexual, people who were divorced, people who had abortions, and people who had a different religion. This contradiction led me into the experience that finally pushed me over the edge. It was when Mr. and Mrs. Sweet decided to do a study of “cults” during Sunday school class. They came prepared with pamphlets and printed information from books about other religions. They gave each of us a forest green folder and a copy of the information for each religion, so we could save it because it was so important. Then, each week we would take out our folder and Mr. and Mrs. Sweet would give us a new cult religion to put in it. We started out with Buddhism and Muslim religions, which were so different from baptism that calling them cults didn’t seem too unreasonable. However, after that, we moved on to Mormon and Catholics religions, and I could see no way in which they could be called cults. Mr. and Mrs. Sweet came up with a way to show that every religion besides baptism was a cult. But it didn’t even stop there; Mrs. Sweet told us that The Lion King, yes, Disney’s The Lion King was a “cultic movie” and she regretted every letting her grandchildren watch it. She said because the movie talked about the circle of life that it was about reincarnation, something Baptists don’t believe in, thus making it cultic. When she said this to us I had to hold my mouth shut so I wouldn’t laugh in her face. That was and still is one of the most ridiculous things I have ever heard. After those eight weeks of “cult” study I could no longer comprehend how people could go to church and listen to and believe anything that was said there. I realized that those people and their beliefs were insane, unfounded, and of no use to me, so I quit going to church. I quit forcing myself to believe in something that didn’t make any sense, and had no proof or logic behind it just because I was scared of what would happen to me when I die. I still don’t know what will happen to me, and I’m still scared, but I don’t see any point in wasting the time I have in a church worshiping a god that doesn’t even exist.

stuck in my cell of a room
just wondering wondering
what went wrong
why am i like this?
i wasn't before
i am numb
i feel nothing
anymore
how did this happen?
was it all the damn pain in my life
that caused this?
i was always taught god was looking out for me
but where was he
he wasn't there because he is just a damn made up person
to my great disapointment
he didn't answer my prayers and pleas
so i end up here, in my cell of a room
bleeding black blood for all the pain

Whats up everyone? I must start off by saying I am far from anything resembling a Roman Catholic. I fancy myself as more of an Agnostic Taoist/ Evolutionist, if there could be such a thing. Although I refuse to submit to a single belief system, at least during this part of my life, I'm still searching.

Now... What of all this Doomsday talk??? PROPHECY OF ST. MALACHY??? Do you think is should be dismissed as propaganda? That would be my first instinct but I admit there are startling coincidences.

Supposedly, According to St Malachy. Pope JP2, The "world traveler" is Pope no # 110. After his passing will come two more Popes: POPE 111 = "Olive's Glory" and Pope 112 = "Peter The Roman".

ACCORDING TO BIBLE PROPHECY, ONE OE THESE TWO FUTURE POPES WILL ACCEPT THE ANTICHRIST AS THE MESSIAH, AS THE SECOND COMING OF "CHRIST" (NOT JESUS)

POPE # 111: OLIVE'S GLORY

As of 19 April, 2005, Cardinal Ratzinger of Germany is the new Pope, # 111 and The spiritual leader for one billion Catholics.

Many scholars of St. Malachy's Prophecy believed that Pope # 111 would be "Olive's Glory" because he will be of the Order of St. Benedictine, OLIVETAS GLORIUS. Yet Cardinal Ratzinger was not a Benedictine

POSSIBILITY ONE: NAME ALONE

It is possible that Pope Ratzinger is "Olive's Glory" soley because he took the name, BENEDICT XVI, as St. Benedict started this ancient order long ago.

Others believe Pope #111 will be "Olive's Glory" because he will bring Peace to the mideast, between Israel and The Moslem world. Ratzinger has a nasty past as he was part of Hitler's Nazi party and served as a prison guard.

IF POPE JOHN PAUL II, who was loved and respected by millions, (Moslems Included) failed to bring Peace to Israel, how can a German Pope with a Nazi Past? Why would Israel trust in this man, a man who once served The Swastika?

POSSIBILITY TWO: PEACE MARTYR

There is the possibility that Pope Ratzinger will attempt to make Peace in Israel and be assassinated by a Terrorist. (THIS WOULD MAKE HIM A MARTYR FOR PEACE, "OLIVE'S GLORY".

POSSIBILITY THREE: SATAN'S POPE

Ratzinger, Pope #111 could fulfill "Olive's Glory" as revealed in The Mystical Eschatology of The Vatican

According to Roman Catholic Dogma, A future Pope will have the Great Honor (to ceremoniously) "Return The Keys of The Kingdom To Christ at His Second Coming", making this Pope, "OLIVE"S GLORY".

WAS CARDINAL RATZINGER CHOSEN
FOR THIS GREAT, VATICAN
HONOR AND GLORY?

According to The Bible, JESUS returns at The End of The Great Tribulation of seven years. (Matt:24, Daniel 7 & 9, Revelation chapter 19).

THIS MEANS THAT A FUTURE POPE
WILL BLINDLY ACCEPT ANTICHRIST
SATAN'S SON, AS THE MESSIAH,
"CHRIST", SAVIOR OF THE WORLD!

I believe that Pope Ratzinger could be this Doomsday Pope (predicted by St. Malachy) who will mistakenly lead the world and one billion Catholics to accept and follow The Antichrist, The Beast, 666. (Rev:13).

If this happens then Pope 111 will meet with an untimely death and be replaced with Pope 112, "Peter The Roman" who may well be a DEMON in Human Form or a demon possessed pope.

IF RATZINGER IS NOT THE DOOMSDAY POPE, HE WILL HAVE A SHORT REIGN AS POPE AND BE REPLACED BY POPE # 112, PETER THE ROMAN, PETRAS ROMANUS, WHO WILL ACCEPT THE ANTICHRIST AS THE MESSIAH AND LEAD ONE BILLION CATHOLICS TO WORSHIP THE DEVIL'S SON!

THE PARABLE OF THE FIG TREE IN
MATT:24:32 SEEMS TO SAY THAT
THE TRIBULATION WILL START SOME-
TIME BETWEEN 2007 AND 2018 AD

THE BIBLE CODE SEEMS TO PLACE
THE START OF THE TRIBULATION
BETWEEN 2006 and 2012 AD

2012 AD IS THE ANCIENT
MAYAN YEAR FOR DOOMSDAY.

I'm not easily taken by this kind of hoopla but find it most interesting. Furthermore, despite my beliefs that Chirstianity is a most corrupt and wicked religous idealism, namely the Roman Catholic Church (i.e. Crusades, Vatican money laundering,) I cannot deny the unsettling coincidences. Whats your take?

Even further still, I've learned off the Bibles stories, such as GENESIS and REVELATION hidden in Chinese Ideograms. Which dates more than 4000 years old. To me thats crazy. Anyone have any other information on this???

ive spent quite some time thinkin and researching(reading the bible is one) for this questions..yet the more i dig deeper into the issue... More questions seems to rise rather than answers.There have been so many different beliefs, doctrines and teachings on these subjects that one would find it hard to know just what to believe. Some think the only safe way to live their lives is to look at every action one does and judge it, accordingly. Others, cowering under fear, believe "the devil" is hiding behind every shadow or underneath the earth, just waiting to pounce on them. In both cases, that's certainly no way to live and I do not believe those to be truths Jesus stated would set one free. Perhaps, we can find simpler understandings of them and remove the fear of the unknown.

Fear forms closed doors in one's life. Each of us have the ability to choose to go through each and every door of fear and see what lies behind it. The only way fear can be vanquished from a life is for it to be faced. You have to make the decision to not fear. Fear is the opposite of love and God is love. That means God is not the source of fear. Will you choose to face your fears to find inner peace?

You may be wondering why I am writing about fear. In the past, I was stopped from following what I was hearing on the inside of me, by people who were telling me "God might send me to hell," if I do not follow their teachings. Funny, how I figured out later that I was already in hell by believing others' false beliefs about God and myself. I spent years in that hell by refusing to hear anything but the religious teachings I had learned. Yet, I had no idea my beliefs were in flawed and hurtful to me and others. Fear has a way of paralyzing and hurting each of us.

The following questions are for your consideration:

Question 1: Some teach and believe "sin" as being an outward physical action, but Jesus taught sin to come from within a person's heart or mind. Could "sin" simply be a forgivable mistake due to lack of understanding, and perhaps meaning only to "to mis-think?" (Matt. 12:35; 15:17-20)

Question 2: Could "repentance" simply mean "to change one's mind?" What is repentance? (Mark 1:15)

Question 3: It is written that Jesus spoke numerous times, "only believe," and "have faith." Could he be saying, "What you believe becomes real to you?" (Mark 5:36; Luke 8:50; Matt. 17:20;21:21-22)

Question 4 Many teach the "devil" or "Satan" to be a powerful, invisible being, lurking around every corner, just waiting to attack his helpless victims. If that were true, then why would Jesus call Peter, "Satan," and Judas Iscariot, "a devil?" Could Satan and the devil represent something within us, far simpler to overcome? (Matt. 16:23)

Question 5 The book of Revelation states that the devil, Satan, serpent and dragon are all one and the same. Knowing this, why do you think Jesus also called the religious leaders of that day, "vipers" or serpents? (Matt. 12:34; Rev. 12:9;20:2)

Question 6 Why are believers still waiting for Jesus to come when John clearly stated that "He is come in the flesh," and anyone who denies this is the antichrist? In light of this verse of scripture, what is an antichrist? (I John 4:1-4)

Question 7 The unclean spirits Jesus confronted never denied who he was, even proclaiming him to be the Son of God. I John 4:2 states Jesus to have come in the flesh and whoever denies this is "antichrist" (against Christ - wouldn't the unclean spirits count as anti-christ?). In this verse, could John have been speaking of man's denial of Jesus' appearing (or coming) within our own flesh? (Mark 1:24-25; Col. 1:27)

Question 8 Why do men teach there to be only one antichrist to come when John clearly stated, "There are many antichrists?" (I John 2:18-23)


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